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For you, I'll risk it all

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"Your hands are drenched from murder, and yet I trust them completely" She said to him as he hold her head while blood flowed from her wound.
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"I'm in love with you" he whispered searching for her eyes "but I won't hold you back, not from him" he paused "You saved him in every way a person can be saved"
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Sometimes she thought about the normal life she could've had if she had refused the government's help and tried to save her sister on her own. The normal life she could've had if they hadn't tried to turn her into a weapon and if she had never been caught by Hydra.
But that was a waste of time. Life was what it was; her sister was alive, and so was she, but nothing would ever go back to the way it was.
After years on the run, would she finally settle in the arms of America's golden boy? It seemed like a good idea. The only problem was the man she hated more than she hated the government or Hydra.
And she knew she couldn't have one without making peace with the other, but was that all? Hate?
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I'm currently writing it so I still do not know how this is going to play out.
Also, keep in mind English is not my first language.

I will post the major TW at the start of the chapters but here's a general list:
- blood
- murder
- suicide
- self-harm
- self-hate 
- abuse (both physically and mentally)

I don't own any of Marvel's characters, therefore the rights to all MCU Characters belong to Marvel. I do own the Black Wolf story and character.All Rights Reserved

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