Journal #1

Never have I felt so alone in all my life. I think about it everyday. I just want it all to end. All the bullshit, all the depression, everything. I sit in bed and think of ways to do it. But even if I try it will never work. Sometimes sparks of happiness comes when someone comes into my life, but every single one of them hurts me and it brings me right back down. I don't know, maybe I'm destined to be alone and unhappy forever. That is if I live that long.