as you read, the title is "me" wanting to die, but at the same time i want to keep eating. there are three reasons why i got the title as stated; 1. i don't want to look thin and unhealthy before i die. 2. i want to starve myself to death but i can't. 3. i enjoy eating. so, i hope that explains to you why i got the title chosen for this book.All Rights Reserved