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To you, the one I've lost. ||BSD|| Soukoku ANGST||

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Reads 17
Votes 3
Parts 1
Time 16m

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After Dazai left, Chuuya was left all alone. 

This is Chuuya's POV, trying his best to forget about Dazai, and move on.

but things will happen. many.. things.

WARNING: 
Might have sensitive topics! Do not read IF you get hurt easily / are sensitive towards them. (CHECK TAGS.)All Rights Reserved

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