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A never ending nightmare -Tom kaulitz

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traumatizingmyself

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TW this book contains sensitive topics. Read at you're own risk.


Tokyo, seems like the best place to have a little vacation! But for me, it was pure hell.

Hi, my name is Evie, my best friend, Maddy decided to go to Tokyo for a vacation. The same night we were there we went out for pizza, that same night we met the most feared gang in Tokyo. Tom, the gang leader had a obsession with me. He kidnapped me and claimed me as his, his "pet" . That's what the girls were called, "pets" 
Tom was a sick guy, he made me do things I didn't want to do. 
He was also very confusing, he would be sweet at times but then turn into the devil himself. 

His love was twisted and sick.

He would fight with me when he wanted to, he would push me around when he felt like it. He would leave scars on my body, ruin my mental health.
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To the other girls he seemed like a dream guy, a guy who drove a sexy car and had a cool gang,  the type to treat you like a princess, but no. 

He's the devil.



This is my story of a never ending nightmare.


(Book inspired by "my living nightmare")All Rights Reserved

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