I'm So Sorry... (Antisepticeye x Reader) Book 1

Well, here's where the rewrite will be posted. I figured I'd leave the original in case people liked that one better than the new one.
Major trigger warnings. Such as referenced non-con with slight instances of NSFW, references to suicide, self-harm, blood and slight gore(?), and I'm sure there is more so forgive me if I forgot anything.
This one will definitely be a darker story and a slow burn compared to the first one.
I'm hand writing each chapter first to make adjustments as needed and then posting them so I apologize if there's anything I could do better or there's any spelling errors.
I hope you all enjoy the rewrite of 'I'm So Sorry...'