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If It All Ends Tonight, I Love You

CurlyNotFound16

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Reads 74
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Parts 5
Time 1h 26m

CurlyNotFound16

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After meeting in far from ideal circumstances, Clay and George become roommates, attending a local university. The two grow close, but stress consumes George, causing him to lash out at Clay, saying some unforgettable words that he knows he doesn't mean. George storms out, while, Clay takes it all to heart, tanking his own already bad mental health, and sending him into a spiral.

TW: attempted suicide, mentions of past domestic violence (my brain isnt working I'll add more later)

This fic is still unfinished, and I release parts very slowly due to scheduling. Many apologies, but I hope you give it a chanceAll Rights Reserved

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Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)

Strangers. (DNF College AU) by GirlinRed29

Clay was a quiet college student. His friend group consisted of loud, outgoing people, meaning he usually felt left out or ignored. Clay either spends his time with his best friend Sapnap, working, or doing school work. His life was plain. It was boring. He was looking for any kind of change. George, on the other hand, wasn't quiet or shy at all. In fact, he was very popular on campus. He was outgoing and enjoyed talking to people. George is hiding a secret, though. Little do the people around him know, he's a famous adult video star. He streams these videos and receives a large amount of money from viewers. Little does George know that the seemingly innocent coffee shop boy isn't as innocent as he seems. (If any kind of sexual reading makes you uncomfortable, this is definitely not the book for you.) #4 in DNF #2 in DNF Started: January 11, 2024 Ended: January 31st, 2024 TW: Smut (obv) SA Drugs Alcohol Verbal/physical abuse Bad eating habits Self harm Homophobia R@pe Suicide mentions/thoughts

Wilfully Kidnapped | DNF by deiadraws

George is exhausted from living in his toxic home where he's bullied by his brothers and treated harshly by his homophobic foster parents, and in his circumstance he can't run away, so his only solution is being consensually kidnapped. His best friend Sapnap apparently knows a certain someone that can 'do the job', and when he reveals that this person he was talking about is a mafia boss, George gets a little nervous, but he isn't about to back off on his plan. [Dream = mafia boss] Warning: swearing, underage drinking, violence, depiction of gore and blood, maybe smut. 27/6/22 : #1 in Dreamnotfound 5/7/22 : #4 in dnf

Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616

After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse

florida made an achievement // dnf by caileyfr

george is finally giving up his life in London, he's moving to the sunshine state. Florida. George decides this'll be the perfect chance to go to college again, but of course he happens to get a dorm room with a complete douche (who is somewhat super super hot). Do they make it out alive? Hate each other forever? Ignore each other? You'll see 🤫🤫🤫🤫 i have no fucking clue how college works so GO EASY ON ME well i have an idea but yk enjoy :) it's not as bad as it seems i PROMISE i'm bad at descriptions 😒 instagram- 6qil3y

I'll Never Forget by lisaaaaa1616

George and Clay had known each other since they were incredibly young. Their friendship was indescribable, it was like they were tied together and would always find each other again. And that was true except now they were only like that by two small bracelets, one blue and one green. Clay's timetable had gotten more and more busy and he had less time for George eventually resulting to a null. A friendship that was once inseparable was now long gone, just memories of better times as Clay's life became hell. The days became repetitive, school, train, sleep. Every day was the same as the one before and the one after. Only George had to find a way to fix this, as he made a promise he would never forget. TW's: -(Child) emotional+physical abuse -Homophobia (usage F-slur) -Bullying

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

The Secret (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

When George moves to America, he needs to get used to everything. His new high school, all new people, his whole new life. George is scared for getting bullied again. He hopes to make a new start, but unfortunately, people don't leave him alone because of his condition: severe stuttering. He meets a boy, named Clay, who seems to accept him. George feels comfortable around him and notices he feels weird around him. Happier and positive, but very confused. His feelings start growing and both boys try and keep this a secret. Will their love win from everything? TW's in this book: -Bullying -Homophobia -Abuse -Self harm -Suicidal thoughts -Panic attacks TW's will be above every chapter.

Numb (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

When George gets forced to go to the worst asylum ever, his life seems to be collapsing. He has no freedom anymore and gets locked in his room the entire day. He feels alone and sits in front of the small window in his room the whole day, often seeing a blonde boy coming from the rehab centre. Clay notices George sitting in front of the window everyday, Clay is recovering from extreme drugs, alcohol and smoking addiction and wants to help George by sending him small messages after George escaped and runs into him, asking for help. Even when everything seems to be hopeless, the two boys find a small spark of hope when they meet. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC STORY :)

Different But Unique by lisaaaaa1616

After George is kicked out from his home for being transgender, he looses hope in ever finding someone that would accept him for who he really is. George's only option was to move in with his homophobic grandparents and he only wishes to be called a boy however that apparently was too much to ask. In a last attempt to find happiness he attends a music class as he enjoys singing. He meets a boy, Clay, however will Clay be just like the others? TW's: -Transphobia/homophobia -Gender dysphoria -Suicidal thoughts -Mental abuse -Self hate (Not really a TW, I think. George has transitioned and he's still in transition. I'm aware that this is not how it goes for everyone)

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Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)