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If It All Ends Tonight, I Love You

CurlyNotFound16

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Time 1h 26m

CurlyNotFound16

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After meeting in far from ideal circumstances, Clay and George become roommates, attending a local university. The two grow close, but stress consumes George, causing him to lash out at Clay, saying some unforgettable words that he knows he doesn't mean. George storms out, while, Clay takes it all to heart, tanking his own already bad mental health, and sending him into a spiral.

TW: attempted suicide, mentions of past domestic violence (my brain isnt working I'll add more later)

This fic is still unfinished, and I release parts very slowly due to scheduling. Many apologies, but I hope you give it a chanceAll Rights Reserved

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Here For You by lisaaaaa1616

George and Clay had formed a close friendship since they met in a Minecraft server and knew they lived close to one another in real life. Yet little did George know, that the person he knew as Dream online was actually his bully in real life. After a rough time at school from all the bullying, Dream was always there to comfort him even though he was the one doing the damage. Clay was the one who was poisoning George with his words full of nothing but his own pain. There's a camp coming up and both of them are looking forward to it, until they find out who they are in a room with. The days creep closer and George tries to find every way out of it, but there doesn't seem that there is one... TW's: -Abuse -Bullying -Self harm -Panic attacks -Suicidal thoughts -Mentions homophobia

tea - dreamnotfound by gothxclaudia

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My Saviour by lisaaaaa1616

[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)

Destined To Meet by lisaaaaa1616

Clay had been closeted all his life and planned for it to remain that way. But, with having homophobic parents it was seemingly impossible to ever find the happiness he longed for. After being outed to the only people he now disliked the most, his parents react worse than expected and Clay falls into a pit of loneliness when he gets sent to conversion therapy to "turn him straight again". George had homophobic parents too and goes through the same. When times are at its worst somehow these two meet each other and now they are isolated from reality in the therapy school. It seems like they are the only ones left on earth, surely they were destined to meet one another. TW's: -Homophobia (conversion therapy) -Abuse

florida made an achievement // dnf by caileyfr

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Out Of Control Sequel by lisaaaaa1616

After George and Clay got together, life went on. Unfortunately not everyone is happy with their relationship and they show this clearly. After a lot of bullying, trying to break their relationship and a lot of pain caused, George doesn't seem to be able to take it anymore. (I recommend reading the other first!) TW's: -Suicide attempt -Sexual assault -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse

(Home)Less Without You by lisaaaaa1616

After Clay gets evicted, he has to live on the streets. He breaks down completely and he doesn't see any purpose anymore. When he sleeps on the streets, he sees a boy passing by everyday. One day the boy comes up to him, giving him food and coffee. After Clay gets a high fever, the boy invites him over at his house, but that's where Clay makes the biggest mistake of his life... TW's: -Suicide attempts (talk about succeed suicide attempt) -Abuse -Homophobia -Accusations of sexual assault -Self harm/self hate -Death

Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616

After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse

Wilfully Kidnapped | DNF by deiadraws

George is exhausted from living in his toxic home where he's bullied by his brothers and treated harshly by his homophobic foster parents, and in his circumstance he can't run away, so his only solution is being consensually kidnapped. His best friend Sapnap apparently knows a certain someone that can 'do the job', and when he reveals that this person he was talking about is a mafia boss, George gets a little nervous, but he isn't about to back off on his plan. [Dream = mafia boss] Warning: swearing, underage drinking, violence, depiction of gore and blood, maybe smut. 27/6/22 : #1 in Dreamnotfound 5/7/22 : #4 in dnf

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

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Here For You

George and Clay had formed a close friendship since they met in a Minecraft server and knew they lived close to one another in real life. Yet little did George know, that the person he knew as Dream online was actually his bully in real life. After a rough time at school from all the bullying, Dream was always there to comfort him even though he was the one doing the damage. Clay was the one who was poisoning George with his words full of nothing but his own pain. There's a camp coming up and both of them are looking forward to it, until they find out who they are in a room with. The days creep closer and George tries to find every way out of it, but there doesn't seem that there is one... TW's: -Abuse -Bullying -Self harm -Panic attacks -Suicidal thoughts -Mentions homophobia