If It All Ends Tonight, I Love You
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Last published Fri, Sep 8, 2023
After meeting in far from ideal circumstances, Clay and George become roommates, attending a local university. The two grow close, but stress consumes George, causing him to lash out at Clay, saying some unforgettable words that he knows he doesn't mean. George storms out, while, Clay takes it all to heart, tanking his own already bad mental health, and sending him into a spiral.
TW: attempted suicide, mentions of past domestic violence (my brain isnt working I'll add more later)
This fic is still unfinished, and I release parts very slowly due to scheduling. Many apologies, but I hope you give it a chance
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