Replay.
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Last published Mon, Mar 9, 2015
Lying in bed, alone with her thoughts is the last place Gem wants to be.
Her thoughts are seeping through her mind, overflowing. She's left to think about everything she doesn't want to think about. Why do the memories have too come back now? She's drowning, she can't move, her mind refuses to let her to take her mind off it. What he did too her, it's replaying over and over in her head, every detail, every scream, replayed non stop through her mind.
Will these thoughts ever go away?
Or will they continue to replay?
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