Hi! My name's Spencer.(girl) I honestly don't know my last name, but oh well. Anyways, I'm an orphan. So yes, I'm up for adoption. I'm 10,and I get bullied by the other kids, and at school. I'm also abused by the lady in charge of the orphanage. I don't know who my parents are.I really don't even know why I'm so unwanted. Everyone who's come to adopt has passed me up, and it hurts. I'm pretty good at hiding my feelings.All it does is give the other kids something to talk about when I don't. Whatever, I don't care anymore. I barely feel pain on a good day. I'm so depressed that it's not even funny. No one even notices. I barely eat, and I have these little lines to remind me of how I feel everyday. I really hope something changes before it's too late... (BTW, THE COVER SAYS "and her feelings were hidden behind that smile" my apologies, it got cut off.)