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Irresistible | Lilo&Zarry

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Parts 18
Time 1h 45m

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Two-thirds of my life is dark, black, in fact, I don't remember anything from six years ago and past. I don't think the world hates me because I can't remember anything from my childhood, no, I don't blame anyone. Maybe because what you don't know can't hurt you, right?      It's my fault; I know it is even if they don't blame me. So, I deserve this right? I deserve being tortured like this. I should keep my guard up, I should, and I will never put it down, ever again.    I am satisfied with my life until he came, I know I have no right to act like this because it's not his fault, no; he has no fault at all. All he does is save me, but I know that I can never give what he wants, which makes me frustrated and guilty. He should leave, now.     I just love him, no matter what.     (This story is being edited, but the new chapters are still typewritten via phone so yeah, you can point out the mistakes, thanks! Enjoy!)All Rights Reserved

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Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

Stockholm Syndrome - Larry Stylinson ( BoyxBoy ) by Cuddlynightlou

Can you imagine being kidnapped by a 20 year old man, when you're only 17? Being beaten and raped every day with no chance to escape? Every door is locked and there are grates in front of every window - the bathroom doesn't even have one. Can you imagine going to eat dinner with him? And enjoying it? Sitting there with him, deeply staring into each others eyes? Can you imagine falling for him? "I know they'll be coming to find me soon, but my Stockholm Syndrome is in the room, yeah I fell for you!" "Baby I'll never leave, if you keep holding me this way..." --------------------- Warning! This Story includes self harming, depressed thoughts and sexual content.

A Dangerous Type of Love (Narry) ~Somewhat Short Story~ by GhostNiall

Have you ever just fallen for someone that you knew wasn't meant for you. Someone that you knew it was wrong for you to want so badly. The feeling that loving someone that could never possibly love you back could make you feel like inside. Holding back every emotion knowing that showing one of them could ruin the one thing that you were scared of losing. That one person that makes your heart jump when you know they shouldn't. The feeling that you want to be in their arms but know that you can't be. Knowing that your feelings could ruin everything you two had worked so hard to build. The fights you shared over meaningless things. The memories you both shared in a little notebook. The love you never expected to share...With that one person you had, had a forbidden love affair.

New Life by maddslhorn_x

Slowish updates. Some will be faster than others. Dear Mum, I miss you. I don't know how to go on without you. I can't say that I understand why is it that you were taken from me. I can't say that I don't hate you just a little for leaving me with him. I can't fathom how my life has become like this, filled with dread and fear. Pain and hurt. I want it all to stop and it will mum. I promise I am going to make this hurt go away. Maybe I cannot say all of that out loud but I can say that I love you. Love you more than my life. I hope you aren't angry at me for my thoughts... For my decisions. It's just I can't live this life, not anymore. I'm sorry. Love Your boy, Lou. Louis was right. He was going to make the pain stop, he was going to stop hurting eventually. He would never feel fear again. But maybe, just maybe it didn't happen by the decision he wanted to make. Maybe something so unexpected saved him from his death.

Feel my love... by madlylarrieziam

✓Completed There was so many expectations for me when I moved into a new city with my best friend, but the last thing I expected was to fall for a blind boy who may or may not hate his own existence. Curiosity is what lead me to him, curious to get to know about him, curious to know why he pushes away people, curious to know why he feels like he deserves to be bullied....but when I finally manage to break through his barriers, I realized I want to do anything to protect this boy from the cruel world and treat him with the love he deserves. But I don't know how he will react, embrace my love or push me away completely....

Daydreaming : Narry ✔ by destruere

where Harry is depressed and Niall saves his life *warning: I wrote this when I was about 13 and it's very bad. I'm currently editing this but it'll take some time, it's that bad*

When Green Eyes Met Blue by 5ladsdoinladthings

Louis has always thought love was stupid and it didn't exist. Even if it did, it never did for him. He loathes love stories and love songs and everything that's related to it. Damn, he even hates the word love! Now that he needs to complete an assignment over one of the greatest love stories of all time by the end of his semester, is he gonna do it for the hell of it? Or is someone gonna come along, changing his whole perspective of love and relationships?

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

Finding The Carrot King by Girlygirlyolo

I just want to get away.....Its like the abuse never stops. My step-dad abuses me almost every day. He tells me that I'm worthless and no one will ever love me......My step-mother is worse! She beats me, cuts me, puts burnt cigarettes on my face and worst of all....she makes my brother rape me. The only time I'm able to live a normal life is in my room where no one can harm me. Its the place where I can sing my heart out and not be tortured more than I should. One day when I woke up my best dreams came true....I can finally leave this Hell-hole!

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Can't You See? (Boyxboy)

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)