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Time 1h 45m

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Two-thirds of my life is dark, black, in fact, I don't remember anything from six years ago and past. I don't think the world hates me because I can't remember anything from my childhood, no, I don't blame anyone. Maybe because what you don't know can't hurt you, right?      It's my fault; I know it is even if they don't blame me. So, I deserve this right? I deserve being tortured like this. I should keep my guard up, I should, and I will never put it down, ever again.    I am satisfied with my life until he came, I know I have no right to act like this because it's not his fault, no; he has no fault at all. All he does is save me, but I know that I can never give what he wants, which makes me frustrated and guilty. He should leave, now.     I just love him, no matter what.     (This story is being edited, but the new chapters are still typewritten via phone so yeah, you can point out the mistakes, thanks! Enjoy!)All Rights Reserved

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Unfixable (A Larry/LiLo AU Short Story) by writergrl98

{Winner of Best BoyxBoy in the x1DStoryAwards} Guilt. Such a simple word, but one lethal injection can lead to death. Louis Tomlinson is in such a state. His past is haunting him, and it refuses to go away. Harry is dead. Nothing can change that, Louis knows. But it still hurts. It hurts more than anyone can imagine or understand. He tries to run from the guilt, moving to a different school, but it follows him there. Welcoming, cheerful Liam Payne attempts to coax him into the school's social circles, but Louis will have none of it: Liam reminds him too much of Harry. So he continues with his life: cutting, writing in a notebook to those who are long gone, wallowing in his guilt...and swiftly falling in love with Liam. Will this prove too much in the end? Is Louis truly...unfixable? *Includes death, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, boyxboy, and AN ADORABLE ENDING, I promise!*

Finding The Carrot King by Girlygirlyolo

I just want to get away.....Its like the abuse never stops. My step-dad abuses me almost every day. He tells me that I'm worthless and no one will ever love me......My step-mother is worse! She beats me, cuts me, puts burnt cigarettes on my face and worst of all....she makes my brother rape me. The only time I'm able to live a normal life is in my room where no one can harm me. Its the place where I can sing my heart out and not be tortured more than I should. One day when I woke up my best dreams came true....I can finally leave this Hell-hole!

I can see you | ~L.S. by louisstyles199194

Based on true events not edited >There it is that sentence which controls my life since two years, those words who ruined my life, those seven words which hurt me that much that I lost my love, my existence, my feelings, myself. He left me without any explanation, broke the contact without any call or message, left his things here without getting them back. He left me, and broke our promise...Our promise < or where harry and louis broke up a few years ago. harry haven't heard from louis ever since. but what happens when one day he's standing right infront of harry's door? will harry push him away or let him back in? boyxboy smut warning ⚠️WARNING⚠️ IF YOU'RE STRUGGLING WITH DEAD OR HAVE BAD EXPERIENCE WITH SIMILAR THINGS PLEASE READ IT ON YOUR OWN RISK. NOW ENJOY IT!!

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

Feel my love... by madlylarrieziam

✓Completed There was so many expectations for me when I moved into a new city with my best friend, but the last thing I expected was to fall for a blind boy who may or may not hate his own existence. Curiosity is what lead me to him, curious to get to know about him, curious to know why he pushes away people, curious to know why he feels like he deserves to be bullied....but when I finally manage to break through his barriers, I realized I want to do anything to protect this boy from the cruel world and treat him with the love he deserves. But I don't know how he will react, embrace my love or push me away completely....

TWIST H.S. by unfuckwitary

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✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

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When Green Eyes Met Blue by 5ladsdoinladthings

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