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Irresistible | Lilo&Zarry

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Time 1h 45m

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Two-thirds of my life is dark, black, in fact, I don't remember anything from six years ago and past. I don't think the world hates me because I can't remember anything from my childhood, no, I don't blame anyone. Maybe because what you don't know can't hurt you, right?      It's my fault; I know it is even if they don't blame me. So, I deserve this right? I deserve being tortured like this. I should keep my guard up, I should, and I will never put it down, ever again.    I am satisfied with my life until he came, I know I have no right to act like this because it's not his fault, no; he has no fault at all. All he does is save me, but I know that I can never give what he wants, which makes me frustrated and guilty. He should leave, now.     I just love him, no matter what.     (This story is being edited, but the new chapters are still typewritten via phone so yeah, you can point out the mistakes, thanks! Enjoy!)All Rights Reserved

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New Life by maddslhorn_x

Slowish updates. Some will be faster than others. Dear Mum, I miss you. I don't know how to go on without you. I can't say that I understand why is it that you were taken from me. I can't say that I don't hate you just a little for leaving me with him. I can't fathom how my life has become like this, filled with dread and fear. Pain and hurt. I want it all to stop and it will mum. I promise I am going to make this hurt go away. Maybe I cannot say all of that out loud but I can say that I love you. Love you more than my life. I hope you aren't angry at me for my thoughts... For my decisions. It's just I can't live this life, not anymore. I'm sorry. Love Your boy, Lou. Louis was right. He was going to make the pain stop, he was going to stop hurting eventually. He would never feel fear again. But maybe, just maybe it didn't happen by the decision he wanted to make. Maybe something so unexpected saved him from his death.

Daydreaming : Narry ✔ by destruere

where Harry is depressed and Niall saves his life *warning: I wrote this when I was about 13 and it's very bad. I'm currently editing this but it'll take some time, it's that bad*

Unfixable (A Larry/LiLo AU Short Story) by writergrl98

{Winner of Best BoyxBoy in the x1DStoryAwards} Guilt. Such a simple word, but one lethal injection can lead to death. Louis Tomlinson is in such a state. His past is haunting him, and it refuses to go away. Harry is dead. Nothing can change that, Louis knows. But it still hurts. It hurts more than anyone can imagine or understand. He tries to run from the guilt, moving to a different school, but it follows him there. Welcoming, cheerful Liam Payne attempts to coax him into the school's social circles, but Louis will have none of it: Liam reminds him too much of Harry. So he continues with his life: cutting, writing in a notebook to those who are long gone, wallowing in his guilt...and swiftly falling in love with Liam. Will this prove too much in the end? Is Louis truly...unfixable? *Includes death, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, boyxboy, and AN ADORABLE ENDING, I promise!*

A Dangerous Type of Love (Narry) ~Somewhat Short Story~ by GhostNiall

Have you ever just fallen for someone that you knew wasn't meant for you. Someone that you knew it was wrong for you to want so badly. The feeling that loving someone that could never possibly love you back could make you feel like inside. Holding back every emotion knowing that showing one of them could ruin the one thing that you were scared of losing. That one person that makes your heart jump when you know they shouldn't. The feeling that you want to be in their arms but know that you can't be. Knowing that your feelings could ruin everything you two had worked so hard to build. The fights you shared over meaningless things. The memories you both shared in a little notebook. The love you never expected to share...With that one person you had, had a forbidden love affair.

Maybe One Day (L.S au) -Completed- by royal_with_a_story

I fell in love and felt heartbreak like never before in the span of a month. My life changed that night at the bar, meeting that cocky arse and part of me hates it. I wish I never met him but at the same time, I'm glad I did. He made me feel slightly normal. Like vampires never existed. I wish they didn't. Now more than ever. So this is the story of how I fell in love. Love sucks. Literally.

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

Secret Love Song - LARRY STYLINSON MPREG by NotReadyToPlayNice

Why can't I hold you in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Louis is in love with Harry but Louis ultra conservative family will never accept that Louis is Gay and especially accept that he is in love with Harry who they only think is his room mate in college, and after 3 years Harry is getting tired of waiting for Louis to tell his family none the less all their friends, at first it was fun but Harry wants to shout it from the rooftop and wants to start acting like a couple in love and not just friends he wants to tell his family but he can't, will their love survive will they be able to work thru it or will Harry walk away to find someone that isn't afraid to show how much he loves him secret love song from little mix is where this idea came from.......yeah yeah i know very original "PLEASE KEEP IN MIND HIS IS FANFIC SOME OR A LOT OF DETAILS MIGHT NOT BE ACCURATE BUT FOR THIS STORY LETS PRETEND THAT WHAT IS IN THIS BOOK ARE FACTS" STORY UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY

When Green Eyes Met Blue by 5ladsdoinladthings

Louis has always thought love was stupid and it didn't exist. Even if it did, it never did for him. He loathes love stories and love songs and everything that's related to it. Damn, he even hates the word love! Now that he needs to complete an assignment over one of the greatest love stories of all time by the end of his semester, is he gonna do it for the hell of it? Or is someone gonna come along, changing his whole perspective of love and relationships?

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

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New Life

Slowish updates. Some will be faster than others. Dear Mum, I miss you. I don't know how to go on without you. I can't say that I understand why is it that you were taken from me. I can't say that I don't hate you just a little for leaving me with him. I can't fathom how my life has become like this, filled with dread and fear. Pain and hurt. I want it all to stop and it will mum. I promise I am going to make this hurt go away. Maybe I cannot say all of that out loud but I can say that I love you. Love you more than my life. I hope you aren't angry at me for my thoughts... For my decisions. It's just I can't live this life, not anymore. I'm sorry. Love Your boy, Lou. Louis was right. He was going to make the pain stop, he was going to stop hurting eventually. He would never feel fear again. But maybe, just maybe it didn't happen by the decision he wanted to make. Maybe something so unexpected saved him from his death.