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Time 1h 45m

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Two-thirds of my life is dark, black, in fact, I don't remember anything from six years ago and past. I don't think the world hates me because I can't remember anything from my childhood, no, I don't blame anyone. Maybe because what you don't know can't hurt you, right?      It's my fault; I know it is even if they don't blame me. So, I deserve this right? I deserve being tortured like this. I should keep my guard up, I should, and I will never put it down, ever again.    I am satisfied with my life until he came, I know I have no right to act like this because it's not his fault, no; he has no fault at all. All he does is save me, but I know that I can never give what he wants, which makes me frustrated and guilty. He should leave, now.     I just love him, no matter what.     (This story is being edited, but the new chapters are still typewritten via phone so yeah, you can point out the mistakes, thanks! Enjoy!)All Rights Reserved

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Daydreaming : Narry ✔ by destruere

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Mistake by maddslhorn_x

Hey so I am writing this currently... some updates will be slower than others but I am trying my very hardest to make them as frequent as possible while making sure they are as good as I can make them. I hope you enjoy..... Sometimes a mistake can ruin someone. It can destroy their whole being and life. A mistake can simply mess everything someone knows. So a mistake is seen as bad. But sometimes, just sometimes they can be a good thing. Sometimes a mistake can lead to something you had never expected, had never thought would happen. Sometimes a mistake can lead to an unknown happiness. A mistake can make or break you. What will this mistake do?

Finding The Carrot King by Girlygirlyolo

I just want to get away.....Its like the abuse never stops. My step-dad abuses me almost every day. He tells me that I'm worthless and no one will ever love me......My step-mother is worse! She beats me, cuts me, puts burnt cigarettes on my face and worst of all....she makes my brother rape me. The only time I'm able to live a normal life is in my room where no one can harm me. Its the place where I can sing my heart out and not be tortured more than I should. One day when I woke up my best dreams came true....I can finally leave this Hell-hole!

Side effect⚣Lilo MPreg✔️ by CockyLilo

[3RD IN BROMANCE AWARDS 2015(LILO CATEGORY)] Liam and Louis Payne are nonidentical opposite twins. Liam is popular,having all the guys and girls swooning over him because of his Good looks,body and social status And Louis is the opposite.He has next to no friends,has the brains but not the looks,and he only gets attention when he's getting picked on by his brother and his friends. What happens when Liam takes things too far? What happens when Liam does something that he regrets which scars Louis emotionally? "You're a side effect,the left over,you were never suppose to be born." [Lilo] [Twincest] [BoyXBoy] [TRIGGERS-Self-Harm,Suicide attempts,Rape,Strong language,Alcohol] All rights reserved 2015®CockyLilo

Unfixable (A Larry/LiLo AU Short Story) by writergrl98

{Winner of Best BoyxBoy in the x1DStoryAwards} Guilt. Such a simple word, but one lethal injection can lead to death. Louis Tomlinson is in such a state. His past is haunting him, and it refuses to go away. Harry is dead. Nothing can change that, Louis knows. But it still hurts. It hurts more than anyone can imagine or understand. He tries to run from the guilt, moving to a different school, but it follows him there. Welcoming, cheerful Liam Payne attempts to coax him into the school's social circles, but Louis will have none of it: Liam reminds him too much of Harry. So he continues with his life: cutting, writing in a notebook to those who are long gone, wallowing in his guilt...and swiftly falling in love with Liam. Will this prove too much in the end? Is Louis truly...unfixable? *Includes death, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, boyxboy, and AN ADORABLE ENDING, I promise!*

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

I can see you | ~L.S. by louisstyles199194

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Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

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Feel my love... by madlylarrieziam

✓Completed There was so many expectations for me when I moved into a new city with my best friend, but the last thing I expected was to fall for a blind boy who may or may not hate his own existence. Curiosity is what lead me to him, curious to get to know about him, curious to know why he pushes away people, curious to know why he feels like he deserves to be bullied....but when I finally manage to break through his barriers, I realized I want to do anything to protect this boy from the cruel world and treat him with the love he deserves. But I don't know how he will react, embrace my love or push me away completely....

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