undeveloped artist

you ever see people or things in life and say i always wanted to do or be a certain something or someone? you ever wonder what your life would be like if you did things differently? where you would be if you'd chosen a different path? is life really "what we make of it" or is the path of life already set for us? ever really enjoyed doing something in life , but never take the time to fully explore the path by any means necasary or not not know how to go about getting to where you want to be? maybe huh? well I have! welcome to the mind of an undeveloped artist.