Comforting Pain
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Last published Mon, Jun 2, 2025
Everything is normal until a crack appears suddenly in the ceiling. Who knows what will come from it.
Virgil is usually isolating in his room by himself and his thoughts, the other sides don't think much of it until disaster strikes, they realise what has really been happening behind the closed door and it isn't good.
Janus X Virgil ship
⚠️ Trigger warnings!⚠️:
Self harm
Disordered eating
Aggression
Gore
Characters are not mine! They are from a YouTube series called Sander Sides and were made by Thomas Sanders.
Cover art is also not mine, credit to artist (I found it on Pinterest so I'll update this when I find them-)
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Sorry if this is cringe, it's the first proper fanfiction I ever wrote, I'm going through it to try correct spellings and grammar but if you see any then please feel free to correct me in a comment.
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