Poems by me.

These last few months have been absolute hell for me. Losing the only boy I'd sacrafice my everything for, losing my friends, coming to terms with my mental illness and letting it get so bad that I was nearly hospitalised multiple times... A normal person wouldn't know how to handle it. Me? I'm in the same boat but it's so much worse for me. I've always put myself out there and on the internet, my entire life being an open script-read for anyone. So why stop now?

I've written a few poems and I guess I've wanted people to see them. I don't like hiding them, I think they help express who I am and that helps with my mental illness. If you don't know, I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and Complex PTSD (CPTSD obviously) and coming to terms with this shit has been the hardest thing i've ever had to do. I've hurt people, used them, abused them, and then cried when they left my life when in reality, its my fault and he had every right to leave.

But anyway, these are just some poems written by me expressing how I feel. If you know me in real life and if you read these poems, I'll advise you to never face me again cuz these are feelings I'd never be able to admit in person. I'm simply using the internet as a way to hide from my problems and hey, its done a good job so far.

Also the cover is my kitty Felix, say hi to him, he's lovely when he wants food.