Reality
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Reality
Wake up,relishing what has become, remembering every small detail of the past and present, maybe even the future, thinking on of what life really is And what it has become, remembering all the negatively in your life and not the positive, what was meant too be wasn't meant too be atall.
Trying too block out every detail you remember but nothing works, trying so hard too forget and holding on too the pain that was left on your body, never relishing on the good sides of you and keep holding on too the bad, keeping your brain in fear and not happiness.
Upon one day you try too forgive yourself, come too the conclusion that your better than pain itself, that you beat it without help but your own, too be proud of yourself for once and accomplished something for the good, your the person now you thought you'd never be, the happiest and strongest person there is. ✌️
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