In a Haze.

I looked at myself in the mirror and made a face. I never liked the way I looked. I always envy all the girls at school. They are skinny and I am curvy, I never liked that. I wanted to be skin and bone. So, I tried to be, but it is never satisfying. I will never look like them. I keep my head down at all times, I don't talk to anyone, and people tend to stay away from me. It isn't as bad as it seems. I don't like to talk so, I don't mind at all.