The Blessings Failure

Did you ever wonder; what happens after I die?

I'm sure everyone had that question at least once. I also, once wondered what would happen after I die. But that was long, long ago.

For your information, there's nothing happening. There is no heaven or hell. There is no everlasting paradise or soul burning pain.

Most souls get sucked back to the place they're coming from. Some wander around aimlessly before still getting sucked back there.

It's an all white place somewhere no living being can dwell, like an endless river of white. There the souls get cleaned; meaning, their past life will get washed away by the rivers current.

Their memories, the things they loved and cherished, the things they hated, their resentment, their hope, their wishes and their dreams. It all washes away in that white river.

And once the soul is cleaned of all that, it's allowed to get reborn in a new body, living a new life without any past burden.

That's how it is for every living being. For every living being but me.

I remember. I remember it all. The sad things, the happy things. The people I loved and cherished, the people who betrayed and used me, the people who fought with me and the ones who killed me. I remember them.

The things I enjoyed and the ones that broke me. The moments I spend and the ones I lost. I remember them. I remember them all.

I can never get them back; and there's absolutely no merit in knowing about some things, but I know and remember them.

I died many deaths and I was reborn as many times. This time won't be any different from all the other times.

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This is my 273 life.

After being born a prince, a beggar, a maid, a slave, or princess. As human, monster, beast, demon, fairy, merfolk, or beastkin. Living with riches and living without. Crawling through dirt and stepping on others. Living and dying over and over.

I once again started my live from zero. Juhu. My 273 live. As a human. In the richest duchy of the Ephira Empire, as the Dukes 3rd son.