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My Personal Hell

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Reads 129,333
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Ok so this story is kinda gonna be like my living Nightmare but in my version. 
 
There are 4 famous and most powerful mafia gangs in Tokyo. 

The Suzuki clan 

The Tanaka clan 
 
The Kobayashi clan 

But this clan didn't have a name because they weren't from here...
 
A couple of years ago four German boys moved from Germany to here and build their empire.

Those four boys were..

Tom kaulitz , Bill kaulitz, Georg listing , and gustav schäfer.

They were a young but extremely powerful gang and their interests were in illegal car racing. 

The main character of this story is a Gorgeous girl named Aurora she is the only child of one of the famous gangs leaders. The Suzuki clan. 

She is Aurora Suzuki daughter of Daku Suzuki the #1 most feared gang leader in Tokyo.

But one of his members stupidly killed one of Toms members and that angered him so Tom daringly kidnapped Dakus daughter Aurora.

What will ever happen next?...All Rights Reserved

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The Shape (Book 1) by Scarfacemads13

In the bustling city of Tokyo, there lived a girl named Madeleine who decided to embark on a new adventure with her two best friends, Deena and Blaire after moving away from home. The three friends were thrilled to explore the vibrant streets of Tokyo together. One fateful night, while seeking some excitement, they go to an underground race where the city's most daring and mysterious individuals gathered. Little did they know that this race was hosted by a notorious mafia gang led by the enigmatic and charming boss, Tom Kaulitz. As Madeleine caught the eye of Tom, the magnetic leader of the gang, an unexpected and forbidden romance began to blossom between them. Despite the dangers and secrets that surrounded Tom and his world, Madeleine found herself drawn to him in ways she had never experienced before. As Madeleine delved deeper into the underworld of Tokyo and navigated the complexities of her newfound feelings for Tom, she faced tough decisions that tested her loyalty to her friends and her own sense of right and wrong. Will Madeleine choose to follow her heart and pursue a love that defies all odds, or will the realities of Tom's dangerous world force her to make sacrifices she never imagined?

Killer Siblings by Little1Writer

"Aurora, get in the goddamn car before I throw you over my shoulder and put you in there myself", One of my brothers say. I roll my eyes at them. Three step forwards obviously pissed off. Aurora is a 14 year old girl with the determination and mindset of a twenty five year old. She takes nothing from nobody. Her mother ran from her father and seven brothers when she was pregnant with Aurora. The brothers are cold as ice, and the father is malicious and used Aurora's mum to make him his sons. He always wanted a daughter, and Aurora hates them all this a passion for hurting her mother. When she witnesses the russians killing her mother, she runs, hoping that they dont know about her. But they do and they wont let their little sister leave that easily...

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Forbidden Love || Tom Kaulitz by tomismyboyfie

Ashley is a 19-year-old girl who moved to Tokyo with her best friend Melissa. Ashley finds herself a boyfriend who happens to be a gang leader. Ashley and Melissa are soon members of Chases gang, Ashley making her way to the top. She quickly becomes one of the most feared women in Tokyo until meeting her match, Tom Kaulitz. After beating Tom at what he does best and losing Chase, Ashley finds herself in Tom's captivity, but she won't go down without a fight. first few chapters are kinda of .. ehhh .. shit but i promise it gets muchh better. ~ Love Series ~ First Book ~ Forbidden Love - on my profile Second book ~ Forgotten Love - on my profile Final Book ~ Love - your currently reading the description for it started July 15th 2023

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Phantom Rider - The Aftermath | Book 1 by SimSimRoom62

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Hell Himself by billslvr_

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The One Who Controls | Tom Kaulitz by p22hehe

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a kaulitz's target by iris4ngel

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In the bustling city of Tokyo, there lived a girl named Madeleine who decided to embark on a new adventure with her two best friends, Deena and Blaire after moving away from home. The three friends were thrilled to explore the vibrant streets of Tokyo together. One fateful night, while seeking some excitement, they go to an underground race where the city's most daring and mysterious individuals gathered. Little did they know that this race was hosted by a notorious mafia gang led by the enigmatic and charming boss, Tom Kaulitz. As Madeleine caught the eye of Tom, the magnetic leader of the gang, an unexpected and forbidden romance began to blossom between them. Despite the dangers and secrets that surrounded Tom and his world, Madeleine found herself drawn to him in ways she had never experienced before. As Madeleine delved deeper into the underworld of Tokyo and navigated the complexities of her newfound feelings for Tom, she faced tough decisions that tested her loyalty to her friends and her own sense of right and wrong. Will Madeleine choose to follow her heart and pursue a love that defies all odds, or will the realities of Tom's dangerous world force her to make sacrifices she never imagined?