Convolution.
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MatureComplete Fri, Aug 25, 2023<5 mins
Behind a mirror, is an abyss; to an empty nothing.
An empty nothing that this character is.
**TRIGGER WARNINGS!!**
High suicidal talk, and actions.
Mentions of gore and blood.
Very harsh language.
Please read at your own risk, if you are struggling please don't be afraid to ask for help.
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