16 parts Ongoing MatureTW // mentions of staged suicide, murder, death, sharp objects, guns, weapons, torture, sexual assault, exploitation of a minor, sadism, masturbation to a minor, brainwashing, abuse
CW // manipulation, blood, gore and graphic details
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' "𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚛," 𝚉𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚒 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜.
"𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎, 𝚉𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚒?" 𝙸 𝚊𝚜𝚔, 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐.
𝙷𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚋𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎. 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗, 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚊𝚢.
𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚖, 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖.
"𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚉𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚒." '
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Begins as a [HIGH SCHOOL AU] - Ajax's POV
Ajax has always looked for a constant in his life. After living away from his family for years, he can't help but want to find love. And when he does, he finds it in a boy who attends the same school as him: Zhongli.
However, Ajax doesn't think Zhongli feels the same way - not at first. Then Ajax sees his love with other people. Girls. Girls whom Ajax think are unworthy. Only he is worthy.
Ajax wants him. Ajax will have him. He will do anything to have him.
Anything.