Inferno: Remember Me

Y/N Carter has had a quite a history isolating and distancing herself from others. Her philophobia renders her emotional suppression to increase ten-fold, and results in her nightmares worsening every. Single. Night. Side-effects, of course, of having the ability to manipulate fire. A secret that is hushed, naturally, often has trouble remaining unknown. Not only that, but Y/N believes her entire existence only produces pain and loss, separating her from those she loved. She fears endearment enough to a point where she hates existence itself. That is why she participates in risky, life-threatening professions, such as being a field agent for the SSR, and being a Special Operations Executive during WW2. That's where she met 2 men that changed her life. James Buchanan Barnes, and, undoubtedly, Steven Grant Rogers.
What happens when she finally gives in to closure?
Warning: this story is really boring