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Why am I still here? -Izuku's Story- (DONE)

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This story will basically just be Izuku's Pov because I want it to be like he's telling the story.. 

These are his bullies since Bakugou lied and said that Izuku bullied him and his friends.

- Uraraka 
- Sero 
- Iida  
- Kirishima 
- Mina 
- Jirou 
- Todoroki  

Those are the main bullies. 

Here is his best friend/ protector 

- De2nki (Yes he will be Izuku's friend) 

There will be dadzawa, because why the fuck not? 

Umm here are some warnings 

- Bullying
-Depression 
-suicide baiting 
-suicidal thoughts 
-suicide attempts 
-Death 
-neglect 

That's all for now but there might be more. 

Enjoy! Or not it doesn't matter. 

Total chapters: 15 

Started: 12/7/23All Rights Reserved

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villain deku [villain re-hab] by anime_geekgirl_15

izuku was just 14 when he met all might and asked if he can be a hero but all might crushes his dreams and left him on a roof-top, what all might didn't know was just a hour before his so called "childhood friend" katsuki bakugo told him to "take a swan dive of the roof of the building and pray for a quirk in his next life". [izuku saved bakugo like the cannon] on his way home after saving bakugo he was kidnapped by the league of villains and he went under harsh training and abuse by them. he would be experimented on [that is how he got his quirks] and abused so much to the point he became numb to the pain, he would barely make a sound when he was stabbed or when training with the members of the league, if he was beaten he didn't even react very much. his eyes were dull and face emotionless. on day he went on a mission with the league but they were ambushed by some hero's the league managed to escape but they left izuku to fend them off. when izuku was fighting them the #2 hero endeavour burned his side pretty badly causing him to get captured by underground pro hero eraser head. izuku was given a deal to be the first in nezu's villain rehab witch he hesitantly agreed to. the story starts with izuku being introduced to class 2-A ^extra info^ izuku's quirks- regeneration/green flame/craft/healing emotionless deku dadzawa/ papmic deku??? (read to find out the ship) ^extra info for deku^ deku doesn't really talk to anyone other then, aizawa, nezu, mina, denki and ???. when he is a bit more comfortable but cuz he was a villain no one wants to talk to him. he lives in the dorms but on holidays he lives with his dadzawa and papmic. and he only shows emotion around ???, mina, denki and his dad and papa.

Cut That Always Bleeds (Depressed Izuku) -BkDk by _BiPanicAtTheDisco_

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Really? (KatsuDeku) by geekedwhenreading

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$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

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izuku's secret (?) by anime_geekgirl_15

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My Heart Is Like Shattered Glass by inactive_okbye

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We're all a bit crazy by -Bubbly_Bisexual-

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A Friendship Carol by Fairy_Fever

Bakugo had always been the best. That twerp Deku has always been the worst. That's just the way things were, and Bakugo liked it that way! Then suddenly that all changed, and the blond could not stand it!! Desperate to make the green-haired boy suffer he hatches a plan unbefitting of a hero-in-training. "I'll fix that attitude of his, fucking Deku. Come next week everyone will know his secret..." He never expected that a late friend would show up in the middle of the night to stop him. In a last ditch effort to put Bakugo back on the heroic path, this friend sends him three spirits to remind him what friendship really is!!! ⚠️ Themes of death and murder ⚠️ ⚠️ Same sex relationships ⚠️ ⚠️ Based on A Christmas Carol ⚠️ If those bother you than don't read, it's that simple. (#1 for achristmascarol 9-7-2020) (#1 for honorifics 6-20-2021) *****I DON'T OWN BNHA/MHA NOR DO I CLAIM TO OWN ANY IMAGES INVOLVED IN THIS STORY, UNLESS STATED OTHERWISE AT A LATER DATE! ALL I OWN IS MY WRITING***** ~original bio~ Bakugo, a third year at UA has found himself and Deku in a state of one-sided hatred. He's desperate to make the green-haired boy suffer. But a late friend as other plans. In a last ditch effort to foil the ash-blond's plans and put him back on the heroic path, this friend has sent him three spirits to remind him what friendship really is.

At first we're laughing Now we're crying (Depressed deku x Bakugo Book #1) by PhantomThiefRin

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