"Why should people be deceived?, why can't everyone just be satisfied with one thing ?, is it necessary to be what everyone likes or what everyone wants ? I'm tired of this and I won't let that be me.
Novia Adams is a God-fearing girl that has had so many bad times in her life but she gets through them even if her past hunts her . She thinks nothing would get to her anymore but won't let anyone close to her. What would she do when some one has a different perspective than hers.
Jason Black is carefree and has had his share of pain in life but he is always helping others and always kind in heart but what happens when he notices there is this woman that is beautiful on the outside but torn apart on the in side and needs help but can't ask.
" No one is like you, everyone wants something and I can't give people what they want ok, I'm just one person" I said telling him my truth the only one I know
" Then let me give you what you want " he said holding my hands with so much care
'Why does he make me feel this way I thought I barely know him
" You don't have what I want, No one does"
I said removing my hands from his hold and walking away.
"Then tell me I'll try at least "he shouted trying to convince me walking towards me to catch up.
"I want peace Jason, I need peace, and peace can't be found in you, or anyone else." I stopped and confessed facing him
"Can you give me this one thing, Can you?!" I shouted asking him.
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22 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
People say you don't really know what true love is at sixteen. Well I knew well before that, I knew from the age of eleven that Jackson carter was the one for me.
Jackson was my older brothers best friend and also four years older then me.
I First met him when I went to visit my mum and brother in America he was like a god he was so beautiful but as an eleven year old toothless girl I was invisible to him.
Over the years and with many more visits we became close, well as close as you can to your brothers best friend, I would follow them around wherever they would go. My brother was so protected of me and all his friends became like brothers except Jackson my feelings for Jackson grew over the years.
Now I'm sixteen I've grown I'm not the little toothless girl or the little girl who followed them around. My life has changed I have changed but one thing that hasn't is my love for Jackson. Unfortunately for me Jackson doesn't see me anything more then his best friends little sister.
Now I've come to live with my mum who doesn't even give a shit about me after the death of my dad.My life is going downhill fast and I'm hoping Adam can pull me back up. Nothing is easy,life is hard and at sixteen I've seen enough hardship to last me a lifetime.I want to be happy, I want to live I don't want to drown anymore. Will my brother be able to save me? Will Jackson finally see me?
Will my mum ever love me? And will I ever get over the death of the one person that ever really Truly loved me?