heartbreak in many forms

I didn't know how badly heartbreak felt until it all came crashing into my chest, like 57 doubly decker busses ramming into me consistently for only the fun of it. Like my bones shattered and begged to escape the skin of mine that trapped it inside me. It hurt horrendously. And heartbreak only brings more heartbreak. Sometimes, I think to myself that if I just let nothing hurt me I'd never experience it.

But then I did.

Darius Farousk, barely 18 years old, finally experiences heartbreak. And it breaks him. Cold, quiet, pessimistic and angry, he goes through it all, keeping secrets and faking a smile just to crawl back into bed and sleep. Sleep until the next painful day cursed him with its existence.

This is Darius's story. This is a story of aching, pain and hardly any acceptance.

Harsh topics are mentioned in this story and will be made to readers attention and the beginning of each chapter. This book is not advice on how to deal with pain, far from it.

This is Darius's story.