How I see the world

A teenage girl, faced a lot in life alone. of course there are people who love her. but she feels alone , tired , scared and overwhelmed all the time. And she has no one to talk to. But she found comfort in something or someone and she felt whole again. She was the oldest of among 3siblings and she took care of them her whole life. She watched people come and go , every night she fell apart and no one knew her pain except her bestfriend.