the wonder less years

my names abigal drell ricadoza, im 16 and in 11th grade..i started school early. i live in dorris, california. its really small and only has a population of 939. people here are the really nice people you see in movies but then when you get to know them they're ignorant people that really just dont understand people with disorders or problems. they're stuck in the 60's basically. i'm 5'3, white, with freckles and brown hair. and i consider myself not the most fit person. i live in a big country like house with my mom, step dad, step brother and sister, then my younger sister. i had an older brother but he passed away a couple years ago in an accident along with my dad. me and my dad we're the father daughter duo. and my mom and i..well lets just say we arnt the best of friends. things started going down hill once my dad passed away, and then my mom met tom. we've grown apart more than ever and i've become depressed, suicidal, i suffer from bolima and anxiety. also i self harm. my mom knows none of this. and neither does anyone else. except for chase..