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Rainy Blues (On hold)

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Seventeen year-old Amethyst Oppel is a perfectionist. From valedictorian candidate of her class to being the center of her friends, life seemed perfect. But with the darkness of her mind and her secret abuse at home, how can one cope with so much? What makes you who you are? Where is the fine line between illness and reality?

 In Rainy Blues, the tales of mental illnesses, self-harm, and societal pressure unite together for an unforgettable and haunting journey.

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Sal Fisher or to the world Sally Fisher when they where young his mother was killed by a dog that mauled his face. His mother was so happy with a baby boy but his father not so much. They moved after Sal left the hospital, changed Sals name and gender illegally his father forcing him to be a girl. The only joy so far in Sals missable life was his father spent so much money on booze that he couldn't afford hormone treatment. So Sal hides he's not aloud to speak have friends or leave the house other than when he is with his father, his days are spent locked in his room in fear of being hit. Till one day they move into Addison apartments where Sal meets a brunette teenager named Larry who can tell something is wrong with the bluenette NO PARANOMOL LARRY AND SALS PARENTS DON'T MARRY ABUSED FORCED GIRL!SAL FUTURE RELATIONSHIP GIZMO WILL COME LATER MODERN AU I DON'T KNOW 90'S

My Heart In Chains by kudism

Major Content warning: Gore Self harm Abuse Depression Suicide Mention of sexual assault Psychosis Delusions 17 year old Drystan has been battling his depression ever since he was 10 years old. His father left him and his mom when Drystan was just 5 years old. His Mom quickly fell into the dark pit of consuming drugs and other harmful substances. When Drystan was 13 years old, his mom got extremely abusive, being drunk everyday from noon until midnight. She decided it was for the best if Drystan moved in with her brother. Ever since, Drystan lived with his uncle alone, but they do not have any form of chemistry. His Uncle is an abusive man, similar to his mother. They do not care for each other, if at all, they despise each other. His life was going downhill, but then, Drystan met Noelle. A beautiful girl. Beautiful long blonde hair. A sweet smile and gorgeous big blue eyes. She wasn't necessarily popular, but she was well liked. Drystan fell into a deep hole of obsession and love. And ever since that day, he has been stalking her every day.

Fighting For Eachother by ra8indr0ps

|NOT EDITED! CHAPTERS AREN'T EDITED| completed<3 Anastasia Rodriguez is 17 years old girl, who's -of course - living with her parents. Although her family is rich and' wealthy ', she and her parents have more downs than ups. They have high standards for her. She's fighting but she's not really surviving. With mental and physical abuse her mental health is dying. Would she ever be loved, saved or seen? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "You won't let me go right Kai?" I asked him to be sure. Beacuse I can't lose him now. He shook his head "Never. Not even death would separate us apart" he said and kissed my forehead ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Sorry if I typed some things wrong. I'm usually writing this very fast so idek. TW: abuse,little bit of ED,swear words, hospitals (?), suicide attempts #1 mentalproblems #1 surviving #2 suicide attempts #2 survive #7 fightingforsurvival #10 suffering #7 saving (June 6, 2022) #1 overthinking (August 8, 2023)

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The Selfless Me by Blo0ki

Sometimes, I just want to write out my feelings, y'know. It's okay to write what's going on in your head. It's okay to open a clean page and just write all the things you've held onto. It's okay to let loss on a piece of paper with a pen/pencil at hand. Most definitely It's okay to write your trauma, only if you're comfortable with. This book is my thoughts or rambles when I did/do have those episodes. I hate venting to people. I never could have trusted them. Yet, i can write, peot, and type what's going on or rant til i feel I find it in a book. It's okay to cry. You're not alone. No one is alone You are loved by many. ~Alh

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Sal Fisher or to the world Sally Fisher when they where young his mother was killed by a dog that mauled his face. His mother was so happy with a baby boy but his father not so much. They moved after Sal left the hospital, changed Sals name and gender illegally his father forcing him to be a girl. The only joy so far in Sals missable life was his father spent so much money on booze that he couldn't afford hormone treatment. So Sal hides he's not aloud to speak have friends or leave the house other than when he is with his father, his days are spent locked in his room in fear of being hit. Till one day they move into Addison apartments where Sal meets a brunette teenager named Larry who can tell something is wrong with the bluenette NO PARANOMOL LARRY AND SALS PARENTS DON'T MARRY ABUSED FORCED GIRL!SAL FUTURE RELATIONSHIP GIZMO WILL COME LATER MODERN AU I DON'T KNOW 90'S