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Rainy Blues (On hold)

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Seventeen year-old Amethyst Oppel is a perfectionist. From valedictorian candidate of her class to being the center of her friends, life seemed perfect. But with the darkness of her mind and her secret abuse at home, how can one cope with so much? What makes you who you are? Where is the fine line between illness and reality?

 In Rainy Blues, the tales of mental illnesses, self-harm, and societal pressure unite together for an unforgettable and haunting journey.

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The Catharsis by -MissAmericanPie-

It gets better. Isn't that what they say? Amethyst Turner isn't so sure. She waits and waits, but things only get worse. She sees happy families on TV, with a father and mother that love each other and their kids. They have a dog, and a nice house with curtains and heating. And the little girl in the TV family, she sleeps on a fluffy mattress, not a cardboard box. Her Daddy takes her to the park to play fetch with the dog when he comes home from work instead of getting drunk and passing out. TV girl's mother doesn't ignore her; she braids her hair and plays tea party with her. She looks and looks for the love that she knows is out there for her -- but it's nowhere to be found. And at only three years old, Amethyst finds herself alone in the world. ------ Trigger warning. Just generally. ----- Cover by @sparkes ---- #301 in General Fiction 7/5/16

Alone by Mim_Writes

"Are you okay?" I hate that question. It makes no logical sense to ask that, when the person you are asking is obviously going through hell. ____________________________________ Losing her mom was one of the biggest obstacles in her life. Summer was sent into a foster home at the age of 17, hardly being accepted, and having to start a brand new school. Struggling with bullying, harassment, trust, and love, Summer is sent on a journey, depending on her friends to help her through.

It's okay to not be okay by hollyandmax

A look inside the messed up brain of a teenage girl who always says "I'm fine" but who isn't lying when they say that two word line? A collection of short poems about many different topics Some of these poems are based on true stories while others are just fictional stories and characters TRIGGER WARNING- there will be many different topic covered in these poems so I just wanted to put a TW side note- I changed the cover again on 9/12/21 #1 in book of poems as of 8/07/21 #6 in selfmade as of 8/05/21 #4 in poetry as of 8/10/21 #8 in sad poems as of 8/10/21 #2 in self made as of 8/10/21 #12 in poem as of 8/13/21 ©COPYRIGHT 2021

My Heart In Chains by kudism

Major Content warning: Gore Self harm Abuse Depression Suicide Mention of sexual assault Psychosis Delusions 17 year old Drystan has been battling his depression ever since he was 10 years old. His father left him and his mom when Drystan was just 5 years old. His Mom quickly fell into the dark pit of consuming drugs and other harmful substances. When Drystan was 13 years old, his mom got extremely abusive, being drunk everyday from noon until midnight. She decided it was for the best if Drystan moved in with her brother. Ever since, Drystan lived with his uncle alone, but they do not have any form of chemistry. His Uncle is an abusive man, similar to his mother. They do not care for each other, if at all, they despise each other. His life was going downhill, but then, Drystan met Noelle. A beautiful girl. Beautiful long blonde hair. A sweet smile and gorgeous big blue eyes. She wasn't necessarily popular, but she was well liked. Drystan fell into a deep hole of obsession and love. And ever since that day, he has been stalking her every day.

Records of Abysse (Old Version) by ClystGlitch

A young girl had been transported into a far more chaotic world than her own after her untimely death, how did she survive and meet her allies along the way? One different decision is enough to turn your life the opposite direction. Her past is sealed up in the deepest darkest corner of her heart, are her friends capable to pry open that heavy door? Everyone has their demons... but are you willing to show them? -------------------------- REMEMBER TO READ THE TAGS AND PROCEED WITH CAUTION THROUGHOUT EVERY STORY, THERE MIGHT BE A LOT OF TRIGGER WARNINGS Ps: there will be only very very few scenes that are deemed quite violent , I will try to keep them short, do be careful List of most warnings: thoughts / slight mention of su*cide, cuss words(will be censored), mention of blood, violence, trauma, extremely bad mental health conditions, etc Some tags will happen later into the story, dw #1 in the #darkfiction tag on 14/3/2022 tysm :D (IS BEING REVAMPED AND DISCONTINUED FOR THE TIME BEING)

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Keep An Open Mind {Lynn Gunn} by Run-Dont-Walk

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"I'm Not Crazy" by BomPomm

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The Catharsis

It gets better. Isn't that what they say? Amethyst Turner isn't so sure. She waits and waits, but things only get worse. She sees happy families on TV, with a father and mother that love each other and their kids. They have a dog, and a nice house with curtains and heating. And the little girl in the TV family, she sleeps on a fluffy mattress, not a cardboard box. Her Daddy takes her to the park to play fetch with the dog when he comes home from work instead of getting drunk and passing out. TV girl's mother doesn't ignore her; she braids her hair and plays tea party with her. She looks and looks for the love that she knows is out there for her -- but it's nowhere to be found. And at only three years old, Amethyst finds herself alone in the world. ------ Trigger warning. Just generally. ----- Cover by @sparkes ---- #301 in General Fiction 7/5/16