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Rainy Blues (On hold)

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Seventeen year-old Amethyst Oppel is a perfectionist. From valedictorian candidate of her class to being the center of her friends, life seemed perfect. But with the darkness of her mind and her secret abuse at home, how can one cope with so much? What makes you who you are? Where is the fine line between illness and reality?

 In Rainy Blues, the tales of mental illnesses, self-harm, and societal pressure unite together for an unforgettable and haunting journey.

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Alora

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