My "LIFE"
1dacutie2
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  • Time 28m
  • קראו 950
  • הצבעות 47
  • חלקים 25
  • Time 28m
1dacutie2
מתמשך, First published מרץ 10, 2015
deathdramasadshortstorysuicide
I lay on the floor pale not breathing its such a weird feeling. Ive never had before. Did i actually do the deed of dying???
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