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the well known DJ Alex Mattson has secretly made out with his bandmate Joel Hokka on the last day of tour at a hotel room, while been drunker than he probably should.

Joel on the other hand doesn't think it's a big deal, but deep down he knows things will change. the kiss has finally opened his eyes and he's realizing he's not only attracted by women. he's also freaking out. as everyone knows, Joel Hokka is not really ready for a change. not a change like this.

all that while everyone is still on the party. as both of them are trying to figure out their feelings, they don't know Olli has seen them kissing at the door.

everything in the two artists' world changes. will it have an impact on their bandmates and family's life? what will fans say when they find out? will everything be as smooth as it was before?

‼️ TW: depression, anxiety, SH mentions, homophobia, bullyingAll Rights Reserved

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Parasites (Kellic) by trashyalexx

(Kellic) (boyxboy) Kellin gets sexually assaulted by a friend he thought he was able to trust. The worst part? Vic comes home and hears them in the bedroom, thinking Kellin's just cheating on him, so, he leaves a note and takes off, leaving Kellin completely broken. Kellin and Vic both start bands, who become widely known across the world. Over the next 7 years, Kellin struggles to find the light again. He refuses to date anyone other than Vic, but he knows Vic would never love him again, so Kellin turns to his eating disorder to help him cope with the issues he has to deal with and take on in life. When Kellin and Vic meet for the second time, to create 'King for a Day' and go on tour together due to popular demand, will they stay awkward or will they be able to mend their broken relationship? {This story was inspired by a roleplay written by me and @KellicBro. Go check her out, she's fuckin' awesome.}

Wandering Fireflies by BellaCheshire

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