one hundred sleepless nights // joel & alex
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the well known DJ Alex Mattson has secretly made out with his bandmate Joel Hokka on the last day of tour at a hotel room, while been drunker than he probably should.
Joel on the other hand doesn't think it's a big deal, but deep down he knows things will change. the kiss has finally opened his eyes and he's realizing he's not only attracted by women. he's also freaking out. as everyone knows, Joel Hokka is not really ready for a change. not a change like this.
all that while everyone is still on the party. as both of them are trying to figure out their feelings, they don't know Olli has seen them kissing at the door.
everything in the two artists' world changes. will it have an impact on their bandmates and family's life? what will fans say when they find out? will everything be as smooth as it was before?
‼️ TW: depression, anxiety, SH mentions, homophobia, bullying
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