unexpected rush

I am a fighter. Nothing more is important than the fact that I'm only seconds, from a life changing experience. but all I can think about is my family and friends that had loved me as much as they could. My names Elisabeth  James, I'm 5 foot 6 with a strong punch, I believe I am a pretty red head with dazzling hazel eyes to match. I'm the girl who guys brought home to meet their mothers. I was not a killer but the evidence says otherwise, oh where did I go? That young innocent girl who had the whole world set out in front of her but she was way too shy to do any good but made up for it with her hidden wits? There's one thing this life's taught me and that was this place is hell and no one's safe from  anything anymore. If I had one wish I would take away all the bad things I had done.
But can they ever be erased? Eliabeth was never the one to come out of her shell but circumstances change as her life and many others are put in danger, will she ever found out who she is?