I didn't know

I found myself standing in the autumn wind. Leaves blowing around my feet. A warm breeze consumed me. I don't know how I got there, no memory at all. I closed my eyes and took in the fresh air that the autumn breeze had provided.
I was standing in my front yard beneath the old oak tree. Things seemed different, I felt different, in away I couldn't explain. I had no pain, no emotions of any kind. I walked up the steps and opened the front door. I saw everyone there, my family, friends and people I really didn't know. I started asking people what happened, who died. I wanted to know. No one seemed to notice me. As if I wasn't even there. My family never paid that much attention to me anyhow so I went on to my room. I noticed someone had been going through my things. I went back out only to see my mom leaving. I yelled, "Wait for me. I got in the car with her. She was quite and crying hard. I kept asking her what was wrong. She never answered me. We arrived at a funeral home.