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(2009. Freyja Müller's POV) 

He's a well known, attractive man, adored by fans globally for his musical performances and talents, adorable and innocent personality.
The side of Bill Kaulitz that is not very well known, is the side of him that partakes In unfortunate and brutal hobbies with his 4 men band, almost as a nightly routine. Bill has a detrimental late-night thirst and demands for the blood and screams of various women he declares as useless bimbos who contribute nothing to society. He manages to keep these cravings for death out of the public eye, thanks to his psychopathic artistry and killer instincts. In other words, he's a sadistic, demented, serial killer, genius who's trained in the arts of staging forever unsolved 'suicides' and 'disappearances' for many women and occasionally men.

Freyja Müller is just a nobody who is unluckily met with the heartless psychopath, Bill Kaulitz , when the Tokio Hotel tour bus is forced to crash into Freyja's dainty car, slamming her into a ditch. The unlucky girl grew even more unfortunate when Bill unexpectedly fell obsessed with Freyja when he unintentionally fell in love at first sight, and Bill only knows how to treat women one way when he's not trying to impress them, leaving Freyja to deal daily with rape, manipulation, gaslighting and pure abuse, as she slowly is driven into unwillingly experiencing Stockholm syndrome.
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TW - rape, murder, Gore, language, substance abuse, overdosing, violence, domestic abuse, assault, S/A, suicide and self harm are all examples of things that are or will be described and mentioned in this book. Also, all the characters in my book have made up personalities and I mean no disrespect and I'm sorry if this was to much and triggered some people.
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please don't mind if there are little bits of grammar problems in my book, I've read over lots of it but I could've missed some misspells and grammar errors.(CC) Attrib. NonCommercial

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THE EYES | TOM KAULITZ by mechanicallbride

21 year old Victoria Moretti, is an assassin. She is an independent woman that doesn't rely on a man to do anything. She thinks they are a waste of time and that they are egotistical or thinks highly of themselves, that all they do is sit around waiting to be laid on. The only exception she has for men is if she needs to have relationships with them for her missions. Her hatred towards men began due to her trauma that was caused by her father who abused her mother, her, and her younger sister. Victoria always hated how her father would treat the girls in the house, she never truly understood why he did the things he did but she was always to scared to question it, scared that if she would say anything her father would have an outburst of rage from the sudden question. So she never said anything she kept her mouth closed until something would change her life in a positive or negative way. But one day after one of her missions her boss called her telling they have to have a little talk over some dinner. Reluctantly she had to accept it due to it being her boss. Her boss told her she's going to have a partner due to her next mission being a difficult one and you physically can't do it only with one person. Her partner being Tom Kaulitz. She was mad at her boss because she knew that he knew about her problems with men and her background with them, but her boss simply didn't care on what she has to say since he's the one making the change. - "𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒. 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒" "𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒 𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐏𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄" ____________________________________________ [𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳/1/23] [𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳/26/23] ____________________________________________

𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓫𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 by _gabyxtokiohotel_

*** "I told you, I liked her, how could you?" "I just wanted to, okay? I like her too." He said, pulling a white bra out of his oversized pants pocket and tosing it over to me. "You can have this, if you want." *** It's 2010. 18-year-old Lolita Listing has always been interested in art. That's why when she graduated from high school, she decided that she would follow her dreams and apply to an art school. The only problem is that she has no choice but to live with her brother Georg Listing. At first, she is excited because she hasn't seen her older brother for a year. It would also be an amazing chance for her to meet his famous band - Tokio Hotel - that she happens to be a fan of. However, everything doesn't go as planned when the twins Tom and Bill Kaulitz seem to fall for her and will do anything to get her attention. But that's not all. Lolita is suddenly discovered by the Tokio Hotel fandom. Now, she has to deal with the challenges of sudden fame and the curiosity of these crazy fans, all while trying to do well in her studies. Will her plans work out? Or will fame break her down? **** If you need trigger warnings, you haven't been on wattpad long enough. BUT the story does contain detailed sexual content as well as violence and substance abuse at some points.

𝗥𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗢𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 - 𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐊𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 by ellaherebabes

Entering the world of Tom Kaulitz is akin to stepping into the depths of a nightmare, a place where fear lurks around every corner and safety feels like a distant memory. From the moment our paths crossed, I was thrust into a whirlwind of uncertainty and terror. Tom's presence in my life was no mere coincidence; he invaded my world with a sinister intent, his actions shrouded in mystery and menace. His eyes followed my every move, his footsteps echoing ominously behind me as I tried in vain to escape his relentless pursuit. I was haunted by his gaze, his voice sending shivers down my spine, his unpredictable behavior leaving me on edge. He bestowed upon me nicknames that sent chills down my spine, his demeanor shifting from one moment to the next, leaving me perpetually on edge. Despite my attempts to flee from his grasp, I found myself ensnared in his web of obsession. Night after night, he left roses as silent reminders of his presence, each one a stark reminder of the danger that lurked just beyond my door. As the tendrils of his influence tightened around me, my life descended into chaos, each day bringing new challenges and uncertainties. Yet, amid the darkness that threatened to consume me, I remained steadfast, clinging to the hope that one day I would break free from his grasp and reclaim control of my own destiny. This book has sexual content: (Murder, rape, blood, violence, sex scenes, etc.) If the current content bothers you, please don't read. You do this to yourself, and of your own free will. Thank you! @ellaherebabes

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭| 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 |𝟏𝟖+ by Psycho_xbabyx

**𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐳** Panic surges through me, and before I know it, I'm turning on my heel, trying to run, to escape the impending punishment. I barely make it a few steps before I feel his hand clamp down on my hair, yanking me back with terrifying force. "Going somewhere, little girl?" "P-please let g- ahh! Please! H-Hurts me!" "Afraid, are we now, baby?" His voice is a snarl now, filled with fury. "L-leave m-me," tears sting my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I'm scared of him, scared of what he'll do to my friend, scared of what he'll do to me. His grip on my hair tightens and I wince, choking back a sob. "Oh, why? Don't you like my hands on you, baby?" He mocks hurt that instantly turns back into anger. "But you were fine when that fucker touched you, ain't that right?" Then he pulls a silver knife out of his suit, twirling it lazily between his ink-covered knuckles and my blood freezes at the sight of that psychotic grin. ***** People quaked with fear at the sound of his name and me along with them. He was Demetrios 'the God' Nikolayev and he was first in command of Russian mafia. He was a true psychopath who enjoyed hurting people, and I hated him for that. The worst thing - he owned me. "Try to accept the darkness, because from now on, it will be your only light." I tried so hard, but I couldn't understand it back then. How possibly can darkness be light? ***** This is not a vanilla romance but a dark, toxic, perverted, obsessive story. The book contains mature themes such as foul language, bdsm, sexual and abusive content, kinks, blood, manipulation, etc. Please keep that in mind.

Break My Heart *Tom Kaulitz Love Story* by Allison_Ail

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way if maybe I hadn't met him. Tom. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just.. hope. Hope that you never have to go back to that life that wasn't the best.. until you realize that maybe it was the best you ever had before having met him. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel

𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞// 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙 by Lobotomy4yu

⚠️PLEASE READ!!!! Nineteen-year-old Natalia has spent her entire life in the lap of luxury, enjoying all the privileges that wealth can offer. However, she's always been kept in the dark about the true source of her family's fortune. That all changes when she relocates to Germany. In this unfamiliar land, Natalia crosses paths with individuals who will unravel the mysteries of her family's wealth, leading her down a path of both adversity and self-discovery. As Natalia delves into the hidden world behind her opulent lifestyle, she'll encounter people who not only change her life but also inspire her to undergo a profound personal transformation, ultimately reshaping the course of her life. TW: my living nightmare vibes and mention's characters from MLN. BUT IT'S A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORY!!!! NO R@PE AND ITS NOT AS INTENSE AND WEIRD. ⚠️THERE WILL BE SMUT, FLUFF AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF..THIS STORY IS PURELY FICTION NOTHING IS REAL THIS IS ALL MADE UP FROM THE TOP OF MY HEAD IM JUST USING THEIR NAMES AND LOOKS!!⚠️ Please read I actually really like this story, so please trust the process the first couple chapters might be cringe and I know the first 2 chapters kinda suck but please give it a chance babes 🥲 also I'm not a writer please ignore my errors or plss lmk so I can fix them just don't be mean fr😔. Also English isn't my first language so please again lmkk abt any errors or misspelling.

My True Beauty by 7kaulitz

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Nightmare Of My Dreams | Tom and Bill Kaulitz | by no_one_ig

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~ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓉~ || tokio hotel|| Tom kaulitz|| by tokiohote4llife

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Valentina | Tom Kaulitz ✓ by nneptunussz_

Book 2 of The Adeline Series after a while of silence. It was just us beneath the billions of stars, then Tom pointed his hand to a bright shining star " that star is called Adeline," he said, marking my name. I laughed loudly and shook my head, he turned to me and raised his eyebrow " What? " He asks "You're being silly Tom... How do you know that star is named Adeline? I never heard a star named after me- " " Because I paid the scientists to make that star named after you, officially " He explained I stopped and stared at him as if he was joking tears began to pool in my eyes " no" I said. He smiles "I'm not joking, princess. I can show you the certificate... It's real " Tom says then I immediately wrapped my arms around him, pulling him into an embrace ************ Sequel to Adeline Anton Nikolai is a psychopath man, he searched for his daughter Valentina for years after she escaped. After finding out that she's living in Los Angeles, Anton sends his older son to kidnap her. Now that Valentina is facing her nightmares once again, she has no idea where to get help, she has to find a way to escape from her evil father. They continued to abuse and torture her nonstop, starving her to death until she passed out. Valentina's life was in hell Meanwhile, Tom was losing his mind. He and the others didn't stop to find a way that would lead them to where Valentina was kept. After weeks of having no rest, one person told them where Anton was keeping Valentina. He didn't hesitate to immediately go and save her. But will Tom's plan work out like he thought? Or Anton will ruin everything before he can even see Valentina again? Note: I DO NOT OWN THE PICTURES you'll see in my story!!!! They belong to Pinterest creators!!! I don't own them, and I only own Adeline and her story!!!. This story contains LOTS of mature themes (18+), mention of abuse, trauma, etc. Some parts might be sensitive for other readers! Thank you

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THE EYES | TOM KAULITZ cover

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𝗥𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗢𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 - 𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐊𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 cover

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭| 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 |𝟏𝟖+ cover

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𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞// 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙 cover

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THE EYES | TOM KAULITZ

21 year old Victoria Moretti, is an assassin. She is an independent woman that doesn't rely on a man to do anything. She thinks they are a waste of time and that they are egotistical or thinks highly of themselves, that all they do is sit around waiting to be laid on. The only exception she has for men is if she needs to have relationships with them for her missions. Her hatred towards men began due to her trauma that was caused by her father who abused her mother, her, and her younger sister. Victoria always hated how her father would treat the girls in the house, she never truly understood why he did the things he did but she was always to scared to question it, scared that if she would say anything her father would have an outburst of rage from the sudden question. So she never said anything she kept her mouth closed until something would change her life in a positive or negative way. But one day after one of her missions her boss called her telling they have to have a little talk over some dinner. Reluctantly she had to accept it due to it being her boss. Her boss told her she's going to have a partner due to her next mission being a difficult one and you physically can't do it only with one person. Her partner being Tom Kaulitz. She was mad at her boss because she knew that he knew about her problems with men and her background with them, but her boss simply didn't care on what she has to say since he's the one making the change. - "𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒. 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒" "𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒 𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐏𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄" [𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳/1/23] [𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳/26/23]