So much anger and pain flickers through those beautiful eyes of his. For the most part he's stoic, and all I can do is wonder why? Why must he be cold and closed off? I know how it's like loosing someone you love, and I acted pretty much how he does, so did he loose someone? I don't know if I can play the wait game much longer. I can't just brush off the things he's done, and continue to wait for the tides to turn. It's scary to think I, Ethea Maine, was paired to someone like Nikolai Saints. His being is like a maze, will I ever get out of the confusion and bloodbath that is my mate?