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A Desperate Man's Journey for Hope

FreddieBowie279

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Reads 59
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Parts 27
Time 1h 39m

FreddieBowie279

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abuse alone backstory blabbering britain depressing depression diary easy entries father insane insanity ireland irish life lonely man questions sad serious short suicidal suicide widow

An Irish man, holding onto thin whisps of air. 
He knows he can't take life anymore. Why not detail his end? 

He picks up journaling, writes about each day. Reflecting deeply about life, critiquing everything and having no shame about being angry at life one last time. 

A story about insanity, life, and the end. 

TW: Suicide, Depression, Harsh language, Sexual Abuse, Physical Abuse, Childhood TraumaAll Rights Reserved

abuse alone backstory blabbering britain depressing depression diary easy entries father insane insanity ireland irish life lonely man questions sad serious short suicidal suicide widow

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