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No matter how strong you believe you are, life will always push you down. But you're suppose to live life to the fullest, something i can't manage to do..
instead i'm fighting for my life, because sometimes, i'm on the verge of suicide, and i'm ready to leave..
and when i do leave i think ill be happy and finally be able to say " i'm happy.. "
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