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If you ever think about it I loved you before loving another soul.
So everytime I think about you, I think of the first time we said " I love you ".
Yeah it felt like it was real..
But it wasn't
Don't you see,
This isn't a dream
This is reality
I'm stuck being in love with someone who could give a rats ass about my feelings
But that's fine.
I wish you the best
But not before I tell you how I feel.
But telling you how I feel seems unwanted by you & that hurts
Cuts deep into my heart when I see you w/ another but seeing w/ another makes me realize what life is really about
You were a lesson
At first a blessin'
Now your "bestfriend" who had a crush on me while I was with you
Is the new girl I love
& you're a distant memory
But the memories we made are things that cross my mind, 24/7
The twist to our love hate thing is that we end up back were we started.
Me & you once again.
Orland-Ian
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