Trying

If you ever think about it I loved you before loving another soul.

So everytime I think about you, I think of the first time we said " I love you ".

Yeah it felt like it was real..
But it wasn't

Don't you see,
This isn't a dream
This is reality

I'm stuck being in love with someone who could give a rats ass about my feelings

But that's fine.
I wish you the best

But not before I tell you how I feel.
But telling you how I feel seems unwanted by you & that hurts

Cuts deep into my heart when I see you w/ another but seeing w/ another makes me realize what life is really about
You were a lesson
At first a blessin'

Now your "bestfriend" who had a crush on me while I was with you

Is the new girl I love
& you're a distant memory

But the memories we made are things that cross my mind, 24/7

The twist to our love hate thing is that we end up back were we started.

Me & you once again.

Orland-Ian