to lust is to loathe

to lust is to loathe

as these notes take on
a pleading tone
that adds to its pleasure

substance of solution
a seeding tone
just below indifference

which is the level
where you should be
how it should feel
how it should mean

I can still be
altered radically through
slow-motion warp speed
in through each thread

urgency is gradual
in nature or rhythm
whether it catches up?

hangs together loose
matter congealed
faith as idolatry

I'm not one to judge
if you need purity
at this concentrate
but I won't ever
under under
stand
by projecting, not displacing