If I Could Fly
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"Perubahan itu pasti terjadi." Kalimat yang acapkali didengarkan, bahkan sering dijadikan sebagai sebuah tujuan dari berbagai perencanaan. Perubahan ke arah yang lebih baik tentu saja sangat didamba-dambakan oleh sebagian orang. Namun, bagaimana jika kita berubah ke arah sebaliknya?
Bagian-bagian dari bab ini akan membahas tentang perubahan emosi, mental, pemikiran, perilaku, serta kepercayaan dari kisah saya, sang penulis catatan sederhana ini. Alasan judul catatan ini dinamakan "If I Could Fly" akan kita bahas di setiap bagian dalam bab catatan ini.
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