Strictly over 18s only
It is 2018, Miles is back in London after leaving the hell of LA, and Alex's indifference. Distraught and lonely, and after hearing of the death of his first lover, he seeks solace in drugs and alcohol. He falls into a deep, troubled sleep that takes him back to 2009. But in his dream, he is a grown man, a superstar, and he goes to see an up and coming band called Arctic Monkeys. He finds himself attracted to Alex Turner, the singer - a shy, pretty young boy, with an exceptional talent, and a passionate relationship ensues.
Will Miles' dream give him the happy ending he so craves in real life?
Well I'm crying for just one name. I made it up in a dream I had- My French is bad, some say "Je t'aime beaucoup"
I say, my darling "Shavambacu"
Nearly every chapter is based off of the song it's titled after. Read the lyrics before reading if you want the full effect.
Very toxic, pretty emotional, pretty smutty in some spots
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First half of the fic is based in the timeline of June 2018-October 2018. I really tired to make the story as realistic as possible, following Miles' & Alex's tour dates, performances, music, and photographs rigorously. The whole story is based off of what I personally think happened to make this last performance in Paris so visibly uncomfortable.