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I'm Just A Fan (NJH)

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I'm just another fan in the crowd. He wouldn't notice a depressed girl like me... Never in a million years. I mean NO ONE will ever love me... not until he came to my life...

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you left me ~ larry by afinelineofwalls

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A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

Love is war ~ styles by fivesecsofluke

"I love you. You know I would do anything for you right?" He barely whispers. "Then tell me one thing; how come I don't feel the same?"

A Love Close Near Death by ArianaLovve

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

♥This Can Only Go One Direction♥ by milkmustache

"I'll never let go of these feelings." He said as he brushed a soft kiss on my forehead. " Promise me you won't either love." "Baby, even if we're miles apart."

Brushed With Fame (major editing to come) by Arigonthecreator

It all started at a meet and greet, When Emily gives Liam her phone to take a picture of the two of them. When he has it in his hands, he takes the opportunity to put his number in her phone. What happens when he wants to get to know what's under her shyness? What happens when Emily is Brushed With Fame? Preview: "You want to know my favorite quote of all time?" She asked looking from the sky to me. Propping my arm up and turn to her, I nodded. She looked back up at the sky and closed her eyes. "'We except the love we think we deserve.' The reason I like it so much is because it describes why everyone falls in love with someone that doesn't deserve to have their love. I guess it's just a human nature thing." She said with a shrug. I smiled at her. "What are you afraid of the most?" I asked her. She opened her eyes and looked at me. "I guess I would be most afraid of rejection. I have always been rejected when it comes to guys and I never knew why. I eventually stopped trying and just started to focus more on my college degree. If a guy comes to me then I will let what happens happen." She said confidently. *Warning*- there are acts of weirdness, random cheesiness, and lot's of random things

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

And To Think This Is Just The Beginning by Niallers_gurl_247

I love everything about him. His radiant smile, bright blue eyes that light the room up, his laugh that makes everybody in the room crack up, his pure heart, his gorgeous hair, I could go on forever. Nobody will ever want to be with me, and I don't blame them. So why in my right mind would I think that I could ever be with Niall Horan! I'm not a model, I am not drop dead gorgeous. I am just a simple gal who loves food, basketball, going outside, traveling, hanging with friends,acting, and most of all singing. I don't know why I think I need to have a boyfriend anyway. I came to London to focus on collage and getting where I want to be in life. Singing on a stage in front of a huge crowd or on a TV screen. I don't need a boyfriend..I don't need him, but the one thing that gets me is, if I don't need him then why do I feel like I am dying every time I'm not with him?

Nobody Compares by mmoore02

I watched as the love of my life ran out of the door with tears streaming down her face. There was hurt laced in all of her precious features.It hurt me to see her cry, but it killed to know I was the reason.I sprinted after her,no shoes on and rain falling around me. She was gone, possibly forever. I am the stupidest arse to ever live I scream out in the empty street. I was alone. After Niall wins back his love things quickly turn for the worst. What will the young popstar do when nothing seems to go right and suicide is always calling out?

You Have Me-- HARRY STLYES by LARRYASF1234

**READ AT YOUR OWN RISK** "It's fucking crazy, because you'd think I'd remember you, I'd remember them, maybe I'd at least remember us! But I don't and it's hurting you and I'm ruinning your life and your fucking job and fuck! I don't know! I don't! Except that maybe I love you and I want to be with you and I want to remember! I do! But I don't! I can't! And I'm sorry.....I'm so fucking sorry" ~Beth.

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