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Cicatrize: Ugly Pasts Book 1

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Things were looking up for me. I had a family that cared, my mental health was improving, and I had faith that everything was going to work out. Take note of the past tense. 
With my father getting out of prison early, everything that I've worked so hard to overcome floods back like a giant tidal wave. I barely survived the last tsunami. I don't think I can do it again.  

*Warning: this story contains depictions of abuse (physical and mental), strong language, and sex*    
This is for the children who lost their lives due to the ignorance of child and family protective services. 

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Just Breathe by Serenity-02

BAILEY Everyone knows the saying, the calm before the storm. That's been my life every waking moment. Just waiting for when the tsunami finds me and takes the very last bit of me that I have left. Well, it better ensure it wipes me out for good because this girl will fight until her last breath. GAVIN Every day is the same shit. Wake up and put on an act of being the carefree playboy tattoo artist. Every night the nightmares come threatening to take me into the darkness and never let me go. Until I met her, Bailey. She's my chance at breathing again and I intend to keep her at all costs.

The One Who Left | In Progress by nightingaleknows

Delilah Kade has survived on her own for four years. Relying on her wit and skill alone to provide for herself. After a deal gone wrong Delilah meets her father who she hasn't seen for 8 years. He bails her out on one condition. She stays with him and his new family for one year. Delilah gives up her life for the luxurious life of the privileged. But when things start going wrong... will she end up making the right choice? #1 in strongfemalecharacter - 15/08/2020 Started: 23 December 2017 Finished: 20 September 2018

The Edge of Tomorrow by Tiffanyluvss

Being with Richie was one of the worst things I'd ever done. He was heartless and cruel; with a 'love' that ruined me entirely. "God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts. I guess the loneliness came knocking, no one needs to be alone, oh save me." -Birdy (People, help the people.) Becca has never met anyone quite like Richie Moscow. He is everything a girl would want. Handsome, magnetic, compelling. But what happens when being with Richie starts to stem down a dark and scary road? What happens when Richie isn't as...sweet as he appeared to be? Between a hectic school life, a misleading boyfriend, a boy who doesn't talk much, and an obsessive father, Becca struggles to keep her head above water. Trigger Warnings: Abuse & Assault (Physical, Sexual, Emotional.) (Major plotline.) Drugs & Violence. (Minor Plotline.) Mature Language. Mature Sexual Content. Some aspects may be unsettling to some readers. Target audience: 18+ #28- TeenFiction (21/09/23) Copyrighted @ Tiffanyluvss 2022. Started: April 2022.

What Dreams Are Made Of by Kayla_Whiteman

I wish I could say life has been easy. But that would be a lie. Having a parent pass, all but easy. Having a great group of friends though, that only makes it easier to cope. The down fall of that group of friends though, is that after a funeral, long summer vacation, the one friend I looked most forward to seeing, I can't even form a sentence with now. --- The summer before his 8th grade year, Calvin Truitt, his father John, and little brother Brayden went through a devastating loss. Calvin and Brayden lost their mother in a long, unglorious fight to the big C, pancreatic for the record. And John, lost the love of his life, his wife, and his very best friend. His friends spent that entire summer giving nothing but comfort, love, and not to mention good times that Calvin didn't want but absolutely needed. Minus one friend. That one friend, Delilah Martin. Delilah Martin spent that summer away, visiting with her grandparents in Nevada, but little to Calvins surprise, when they came back on that first day of school, Delilah was no longer that girl he always knew. Braces were gone, body filled out, coming in to her own sense of style, and it had Calvin shaking in his shoes. Fast forward 4 years, and barely a word has been said between he, and his former bruh girl best friend turned baddie, until, Calvin's fresh new sister shows up in beautiful St Augustine Florida, and just as much as he and his friends rocked her world, she rocked his by befriending beautiful Delilah Martin. Delilah, she is the girl Calvin has always dreamed of. When it comes to Calvin, Delilah feels that she might as well keep dreaming. But with the help of Haven, Tucker, Colten, Ricky, and Shay, not to mention the loud and over-opinionated friends he's come to share with Haven from New Orleans, can Calvin make his dream girl his reality?

Loved, Marked, Saved... (Sequel to AKR) by TheNameIsAubree

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Hey Delilah by Poiesis_Naomi

Delilah moves from New York to a school where the fake popular kids claim her as their own. Making it impossible to make real friends. It isn't until she gets partnered with the mute boy for an assignment that she finally makes a real connection. She makes it her mission to get to now him. Although he doesn't want to be known. He's scared that once she gets to know him she'll leave like everyone else. But what they both don't expect is that music has a way of bringing people together. This book is a dual POV. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "That's incredible. You're incredible." My eyes widen and I look into her eyes again. A blush makes a way to her face and I can tell she didn't mean to say that last part out loud. But she did. And I can't stop myself from taking what she said to heart. It's been a long time since anyone has said anything remotely close to that to me. I can't let it get to me. I can't get used to it. Being hopeful. The higher you rise, the farther you fall. "Do you think you could make a song I can sing to?" She asks me timidly. I hesitate to say no. If I say no then she might spiral again. This is her hope. Her light to the darkness. She finally has something to look forward to and to distract her. As I mull over it I see the hope in her eyes dwindle. She doesn't expect me to say yes. "Okay," I whisper.

Aurora | ✓ by itsnina2356

Cover made by: @_navyblueee_ I'm living in a house made of glass. I'm scared to move, to breathe, to think. I'm afraid. Any wrong move and I get yelled at, a broken rule and I get beat up...he's not even my father and I'm stuck in his own fucked up version of reality. My own mother is the reason he has me, the reason my family lost me. A broken, lost mafia princess living in the wrong story, taken from the right one. I've been in foster care all my life, until them...my brothers. I am saved by them when my shattered heart was about to turn into stone and when my cries would become echoes in the walls of the prison I was bestowed upon. I was months old when I was stolen from my family. 17 years had to go by for them to finally find me. My dad, my four older brothers..one of which I'll soon discover is my twin. My missing half. Will they be able to mend my shattered soul or will I remain broken and alone? TW: rape, abuse, assault, attempted suicide, strong language - Warning: contains teenage pregnancy SHE DOES KEEP THE BABY STOP SNAPPING AT ME DAMMIT...respectfully <3 *Edited*...sort of

Rose (old version) by SophieSwan3925

A young 16-year-old girl who struggles to not only take care of herself in this cruel world but also to look after an 11 years old girl and a 2years old boy by herself Not to mention the druggy parents she lives with which increases the question of the safety of kids which she is taking care of What happens when her 'father' took matters too far and mother not even caring What happens when she finally escaped with the two kids? How will she survive and take care of all her responsibilities? What if there is a certain blue-eyed boy from her school who won't stop invading her personal space again and again Find out ROSE THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I always saw you as my mother even back then and even now, I love you mom" "Mama I ov ou" "You deserve the love; care; Softness; smiles you keep giving others not the tears you keep for yourself" "You don't know what it is to be me" "OMG YOU ARE SO PRETTY.... wait is that a scar?" "Believe me rose you are the by far strongest girl I've ever met" "Why hide your feelings in a shell?" "WE ARE LEAVING LET'S GO"

Hardly Saint by 0Loli098

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