The MC: Her name is Sun Karaulova. Her mom is Russian, and her dad is American. Every five years, they travel between living in the US and then in Russia. Now that she turned 15, it was time to spend five more years here (in NN City, Russia). NN City always seemed more like home to her. She loved this place dearly. But despite that, she still missed her friends in the US, and a lot of the time, she would think about how challenging it is to live a life like hers, where you only get five years to get close to people, and then you are forced to move on. Is it even worth growing bonds at this point, even if you already know what the end result will be? (Story starts right before winter break.)
Niara's life is filled with darkness,sorrow and misery,nothing compared to girls her age. She doesn't bother to hide it either but she isn't strong,resilient and flawless like every girl who's gone through a little trauma.
She's got a lot of flaws, errors, sins, mistakes,name them one by one,she's got them all and the worse thing is this seems to be the only thing that makes her stand tall.
But when she's forced to move countries in order to "fix" her relationship with her dad,she has to reconsider a lot of the ways she's got through life and what if she comes across a guy who's very being and existence makes her want to live life just a little bit more making her wonder 'was I ever really living or was I just barely surviving?'