DEPRESSED LOVE
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Last published Sat, Aug 26, 2023
This book is about a black teenage boy hat suffers from abuse and has serve depression and has a record of attempted sicide. He's constantly bullied and experienced the harsh truth of Black America and its police brutality.
As this young adolescent, Zyon Laws, continues to live his brutal life, he meets a beautiful 22 years old woman that changes his life forever.
But.. is it a good change or a bad change?
⚠️𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽⚠️ : PLEASE BEWARE THAT THIS BOOK CONTAINS
- ATTEMPTED SUICIDE
- MAY DECEMBER COUPLE
- POLICE BRUTALITY
- RACISM
- SEXUAL ORIENTATION
- SERVE BULLYING
- TRAUMA
- BLOOD/GORE
IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THESE TAGS, THEN THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR YOU.
⚠️VIEWERS' DESCRIPTION IS ADVISED.⚠️
All Rights Reserved
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