Son Bir Şans Ver
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  • Parts 3
  • Time 15m
  • Reads 16
  • Votes 3
  • Parts 3
  • Time 15m
Ongoing, First published Jul 19, 2023
Mature
Çok canım sıkılıyor,
Kuş vuralım istersen.
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Gözlerinde kin var, belki biraz nefret. Hüzünlü değil ama mutsuz olduğunu görüyorum. Bana değil hiçbiri. O an beni görmüyor bile. Çok yakınındayım, kafasını çevirse görecek gözlerimi. Kutuyu gösterdi önce, bana mıydı yoksa baktığı kadına mıydı? Diz çöktü. Az önce başkasının huzurunda bir kez açılmış kutuyu tekrar açtı. Lanet çirkin yüzük. Midem bulanmaya başladı. Parmaklarımı sımsıkı dudaklarıma örttüm. Hıçkıra hıçkıra ağlamamak için. Etrafımızda arkadaşlarımız var. Şaşkınlık nidaları duyuyorum. "Benimle evlenir misin, Güneş?" 

Gözleri bende değil yine. Arada bakıyor bana ama gördüğünden şüpheliyim. Ağlıyorum. Kan da ağlıyorum biraz ama en çok halime ağlıyorum. Bir ay peşimden koşan, altı ay her an yanında olduğum adamın, biraz önce başkasına evlenme teklifi ettiğini gözlerimle gördüğüm yüzükle, şimdi ona nispet yaparcasına bana teklif etmesine ağlıyorum. Mutluluk sanıyor etraftakiler. Ne yapacağını bilemeyen bir kız görüyorlar belki. Oysa ben katilimi görmenin aymazlığındayım. 

Kafasını kaldırsa görecekti beni, kaldırmadı.
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