"She stood still, listening to his sick theories about her family. She did not want to believe they were serial killers, they had denied it. Rosaline did, at least. And contrary to those promises, this stranger had the nerve to disagree, to tell her they were not so innocent. It seemed like the whole world was giving her signs and she refused to take them as real. She just wanted to be able to carry on with her life, to make sure nothing as cruel took place in the past and live her stupid teenage dream. But instead of that, every time she closed her eyes, she saw Rosaline from that picture. Young, beautiful, smiling. With long red wavy hair and red lipstick, with a handsome brunette next to her. She saw her in those leather tight-fitting overalls, leather jacket and glans. She saw her holding an axe, a knife, a gun or a machete. She saw her husband in his white long-sleeved shirt, covered in blood stains. She saw a body, hundreds of bodies, a whole sea of them and the couple standing right above it, like the king and his queen."
After ditching her toxic friends, 17 year old Zoella comes back to school to a new rumour going around - her grandparents are said to be serial killers. She delves deep into the past of her ancestors along with her cousins. They try their best to be cautious and not get into trouble, but there's someone already lurking on them. Zoey balances the hardships of a haunting past, the dangers of a criminal case and the confusion between what she knows and what she feels. She encounters complex people along the way, one of them quickly and unexpectadly becoming special to her. Emotions have never been her strong point, she usually just ran away from them. This time, however, there is no escape route and she must face them in order to find out the truth about her family, and about who she really is.
Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you?
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It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on?
[Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!]
[Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]