The Ex

My name is Kaylum and I am 18 years old. I have autistic who always keeping it organise and to keep it clean. I sometime feel hard and stressful to try do more than 3000 word in each chapters as if I may have writer block then end up stop writing. I am gay and this is who I am. I don't care if this is funny. I don't care if people don't like about me being gay as there nothing you can do. I born this way and I got this! I am very much confident for people to know who I am but sometimes it can be hard to come out to your friend and family. It just made me think a lot to see who I really am. It took a while to see how my friend feel about being gay and to come out to everyone wether they are confident or not. This book isn't based on a true story, this book were made from my mind and from my favourite song. I may or may not give up on this book. But turned out I'm not giving up and keeping my mind open to stay calm and write.

If you may know why I made the story from my favourite song, it to shows that when I listen to any type of music my image in my mind came up with something that it not true. It to tell that it may be a story line about my future. But I don't know what going to happen in my future. It may happen it may not be happening.

For my message to you all:

Don't think too hard about who you are or who you want to be. Just take time, no rush, it can take as long as you finally know who you are. Be confident! Nothing to be scared of. If you really think your family hate you for being part of the LGBTQ, don't even think about if it good or bad for your family to react because you don't know it just yet. And just to remember:

"Don't overthink too hard"

"Be confident!"

"Take time but don't rush"

"Be who you are and Be who you want to be"

"You got this!"

Hope you enjoy reading this book and enjoy yourself. Take care!

- Kaylum Johnson