Stuggles
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Fri, Jul 21, 2023
This will be a story where I base the main characters problems off of mine. This will also be a boyxboy so if you don't like please don't read.
⚠️TW⚠️
There will be self harm and mentions of suicide also there will he attempts.......There will also be trauma in this. The main character also masks their depression with a smile not wanting to upset anyone......(just like me)
The main character's name is Kai and he has depression and crippling anxiety (both separation anxiety and regular anxiety) after he was abandoned by his father when he was young he has always had mental health issues. And one day he cut himself......but he got help and was clean for years untill someone who hurt him seriously wanted to come back into his life and that's when everything turned upside down..........
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