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𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 (𝚗.)
𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙛.
𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣, 𝙤𝙧 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚.

being the eldest of the siblings is difficult, but it gets more hard when parents divorce, the eldest must now not only navigate the complexities of their own emotions and responsibilities but also serve as pillars of support for their younger siblings. they must take on the role of the abandoned roles, filling that void.

jeonghan never felt loved; he never felt loved in any way, but he gave enough love to his younger sibling, enough to keep them from finding toxic love.

𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬, 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬, 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭?

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