Why do I still care. Two kids. One 2 and one 11 month's. Just to think another to come. He has his "Chanel". It's funny how life can change from being in LOVE to fucking every now and again. Maybe they were right. "Your just a shadow that he fucks." or "Just give up he's never coming back, your just a shadow with two kids by him." I'm just a shadow. How would you even see me?