Dear Writing Pad My Therapist Gave Me For While I'm Trapped In This Hellscape
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Last published Mon, Jul 24, 2023
In 1965, a seventeen girl gets admitted to St. Mary's Mental Institution for multiple reasons. Her therapist gives her a writing journal to help her during her stay at St. Mary's with writing.
This tells the story of a girl and the three teenage patients that she meets.
TW: Dark themes such as suicide, extreme depression, self harm, body issues, anorexia, inhumane methods of treatment, mistreatment, violence, homophobia, transphobia, etc. I will not go into too much detail with these and I probably won't do some of these that are mentioned but just in case. If you believe that there is a chance that you will get triggered by this then PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't risk it. Don't read this. Don't read this book or at least skip the parts. I will put warnings up ahead of time.
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