If you could understand
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(IF YOU SEE A "☆" in the chapter name that means it includes any of the TW I have listed below.)This is the story of my life. Starting from the age of 9 years old. Each chapter is a new chapter Of my life. Enjoy this book as I walk you through all of the struggles and challenges I have faced.
TW: self harm, blood, panic attacks and swearing.
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